Here we are, over 7 months in, and no real end in sight.
We've gotten used to bringing a mask everywhere we go. Of not being in big groups. Of keeping our distance. Of not entertaining. Of missing our friends and families.
It's been a long time now, and none of it feels natural.
I miss a lot of things, some big and some very small.
For example, on the very small side, I miss not having my newspaper delivered to my door each morning. It's now dropped off in our building lobby.
I also miss:
- Not giving any thought to taking a subway or bus.
- Reading about off-broadway plays I want to see and then checking TDF to see about finding discounted tix.
- Eating in a restaurant.
- Going outside without a face mask.
- Screening season.
- Not being scared by people without masks and being scared by people wearing them.
- Having people over... for dinner, for watching movies, for anything.
- Playing weekly in-person canasta games.
- Having a calendar that has stuff listed on it.
- Getting to know three new family members as they grow from infants to real little people.
- Celebrating holidays, birthdays, and other events with friends and family.
- Not having to socially distance from everyone.
- Turning on the TV and not seeing bad, upsetting news, all of the time.
- Hearing stupid, offensive, untrue comments spewed by our president.
- Driving in a car with someone else and not worrying if I need to mask up.
- Angsting over the upcoming election.
- Socializing outside of zoom.
- Looking forward to wearing makeup and dressing up for something, anything.
- Seeing your son without requiring him to get tested first.